OH THAT MONSTER

Brand new album for 2020!

Released by Outliner & V2 Records internationally and on vinyl in the US by Immediate Family Records.

Check it out here.

 
 Disappear
 

 To the place that no one knows
 Never been or want to go
 Don’t you wonder when you’re told
 There’s no above and no below
 

 Disappear, Disappear
 Disappear, Disappear
 Disappear, Disappear
 Disappear, Disappear
 

 What’s behind behind behind
 There is no space there is no time
 Another fork in the road
 There’s no above, there’s no below
 

 Disappear, Disappear
 Disappear, Disappear
 Disappear, Disappear
 Disappear, Disappear
 

 Always asking for advice
 I told you once, I told you twice
 What if this is all you get
 There is no beyond, beyond, beyond, beyond, beyond
 

 Disappear, Disappear
 Disappear, Disappear
 Disappear, Disappear
 Disappear, Disappear
 

 

 Falling Behind
 

 There’s a lot to do, and no time to do it
 Got a lot to say, and nobody listening
 Got friends to meet but I’m running a little late
 Trying to hold it together as it’s coming apart
 

 Falling Behind
 And you don’t even notice
 Don’t let yourself notice
 You’re Falling
 

 Wake up screaming and sweating in the middle of the night
 Every email you get is just more bad news
 Might lose your job to somebody cheaper and younger
 Haven’t had any fun in god knows how long
 

 You’re Falling Behind
 you don’t even notice
 don’t let yourself notice
 You Falling behind
 and you don’t even notice
 Can’t let yourself notice no
 

 Never ever planned to live this long, but things just didn’t work out
 Like Kerouac’s roman candle i was supposed to burn across the, explode across the sky
 

 There’s no avoiding becoming your dad
 A loveless marriage and you sleep on the couch 
 You feel so disconnected and out of touch
 You want to end the suffering but there’s no way out
 

 You’re Falling Behind 
 And you don’t even notice
 Don’t let yourself notice
 You’re Falling Behind
 And you can’t even notice
 Can’t let yourself notice
 You’re Falling Behind
 And you don’t even notice
 Can’t let yourself notice no
 

 You’re falling, you’re falling, you’re falling
 You’re falling behind
 I’m falling, I’m falling, I’m falling
 Well I’m falling behind
 I’m falling, I’m falling, I’m falling
 Falling Behind
 I’m falling
 

 Buy Another Gun 
 

 So this is how it’s done
 Buy another gun
 A Kevlar backpack you can wear to school
 

 The Fake Resistance that 
 No one listens to
 Hashtags are not gonna save a soul
 

 I’m technicolor in a black and white world
 My head’s on fire in a left and right war 
 

 I’m just numb you know
 i can’t take no more
 Gonna make some dough and run off to Spain
 

 One side burns it down
 The other side eats their own
 I can’t the noise, I’m gone
 

 I’m technicolor in a black and white world
 My head’s on fire in a left and right war 
 I’m antisocial in a hate filled world
 i’m suicidal and they keep talkin’ ‘bout
 
 Love is all there is
 Love is all there is
 Well I don’t know about that
 

 Told ya I’m numb you know
 i can’t take no more
 Gonna take my kids and run off to Spain
 

 One side wants to burn it down
 the other one eats their own
 I’m just numb you know
 i can’t take no more
 gonna make some dough and run off to Spain
 

 I’m technicolor in a black and white world
 I want some answers for my little girl
 I’m disillusioned and I’m really not sure
 I’m disobedient in a stand in line world
 I want some answers but they just talkin’ ‘bout
 
 Love is all there is
 Love is all there is
 

 Love, Love.
 

 TROUBLE
 

 Like a ghost, from the past
 Skin and bones underneath a floppy hat
 Distant eyes, knowing smile
 Searching soul for what you’ve never had
 

 Here comes the summer rain
 

 30 miles, 30 feet
 I see trouble walking right towards me
 Run away, Swore to think
 You’re the wave that breaks upon the beach
 

 Here comes the April rain
 Washes our sins away
 George Sand said it best
 To love be loved is the ultimate
 But modern love can be so frail
 T-R-O-U-B-L-E
 

 Shock and awe, Deja Vu
 Kindness walk upon the foolish trail
 Filled with lies, and deceit
 We agree but you just don’t belive in
 

 Here comes November Rain
 Washes our sins away
 George’s song said
 George Sand said it best
 To love be loved is the ultimate
 But modern love can be so frail
 T-R-O-U-B-L-E
 

 Elijah 
 

 Well I can’t tell you nothing
 you’re gonna have to figure it out
 Gonna probably learn the hard way
 Just like everyone else
 

 People gonna flock to you
 Yeah they’re gonna love ya
 Gonna wrap you up and adopt you
 Then drag you down
 

 I don’t wanna be your father
 I’m only trying to be your friend
 But you don’t listen to no one
 Son that’ll kill you in the end
 

 People gonna flock to you
 Oh they’re gonna love ya
 Gonna wrap you up and adopt you
 Then drag you down
 

 Yeah they’re gonna love ya
 Drag you down
 Yeah they’re gonna love ya
 Down, Down
 Down, Down
 Drag you down
 Down
 Drag you down
 Drag you down
 They’re gonna love ya
 They’re gonna love ya
 Yeah they’re gonna love ya
 They’re gonna love ya
 

 Dude I love you
 You’re my boy
 

 Teenage Wasteland
 

 Didn’t know where we were running
 But we were running just as fast as we can
 Away or towards something
 You know i never could understand
 

 Teenage wasteland’s on the radio
 And we took that song to heart
 I’ll meet you tonight at the Zero One
 

 New faces, new places
 new soundtrack to our lives
 New drugs, new ways to do ‘em
 Never had i felt so alive
 

 Teenage wasteland’s on the radio
 And we took that song to heart
 I’ll meet you tonight at the Zero One
 

 Teenage wasteland’s on the radio
 And that song didn’t mean so much
 I’ll meet you tonight at the Zero One
 

 Just as fast as it came together
 It came crashing down on our heads
 In a year i’d be in rehab
 Year after that i’d almost be dead
 That’ll show you what you’re made of
 That’ll show you who are your friends
 

 Teenage wasteland’s on the radio
 And we took that song to heart
 I’ll meet you tonight at the Zero One
 

 Teenage wasteland’s on the radio
 And that song didn’t mean so much
 I’ll meet you tonight at the Zero One
 Meet you tonight at the Zero One
 Meet you tonight at the Zero One
 Meet you tonight at the Zero One 
 Meet you around 2 at the Zero One
 

 Sixteen Angels
 

 Sixteen angels calling me
 Whispering in my ear
 Relling me to do some things
 That i’m not sure are real
 

 People look right through me, like i’m not even here
 Haven’t had a shower in, I don’t know, a year
 

 When I take my medicine
 The angels disappear
 I realize how alone I am
 And that no one really cares
 

 So I prefer insanity to the meanness up in here
 Yeah sometimes I might go too far and I end up in jail
 

 Shame On You
 Not Shame On Me
 Shame On You
 Not Shame On Me
 Shame On You
 

 I enjoy the sunshine, it get’s really cold out
 I had a regular childhood, mama tuck me in to bed
 

 But things just kind of came undone and i’ve wandered around for years
 People walk right past me, like i’m not even here
 

 But Shame on you
 Not Shame On Me
 Shame On You
 Not Shame On Me
 Shame On You
 

 People walk right past me, like i’m not even here
 Who you talking to?
 What are you looking at?
 People look right through me 
 People look right through me 
 People look right through me 
 You talking to me?
 Are you fucking talking to me?
 Are you talking to me?
 People walk right through me
 People look right through me 
 People walk right past me, like I don’t even exist
 People walk right past me
 People walk right past me
 I exist, I exist, I exist
 I exist
 

 LA Divorce
 

 You’re killing me baby
 Let’s put this thing to bed
 Words mean nothing
 Everything you said
 

 Things used to matter
 But they don’t matter now No
 Things used to matter
 But they don’t matter now
 Things used to matter
 But they don’t matter now
 Things used to matter
 But nothing matters now
 

 My phone is ringing
 Oh my god it’s you
 On my to do list
 Scratch you off of it
 

 Things used to matter
 But they don’t matter now No
 Things used to matter
 But they don’t matter now
 Things used to matter
 But they don’t matter now No
 Things used to matter
 But nothing matters now
 

 Get the lawyers
 I knew it’d come to this
 ….fuck
 You said you loved me
 And now I’m dead to you
 

 I’m waiting, I’m waiting
 I’m waiting, I’m waiting
 I’m waiting, I’m waiting
 I’m waiting, I’m waiting
 I’m waiting, I’m waiting
 I’m waiting for this thing to end
 

 Things used to matter
 But they don’t matter now No
 Things used to matter
 But they don’t matter now
 

 Things used to matter
 But they don’t matter now No
 Things used to matter
 But nothing matters now
 

 Things used to matter
 Things used to matter
 But nothing matters now
 

 Things used to matter
 Things used to matter
 But nothing matters now
 

 Day After Day
 

 Everything Impermanent
 Everything incomplete
 Everyone  immoral
 With everything at their feet
 

 Day After Day
 Through The Madness And The Beauty
 Day After Day
 We just keep on moving on
 

 Everything You Know
 Everything you love
 Everyone you want
 Never enough
 

 Day After Day
 Through The Madness And The Beauty
 Day After Day
 We just keep on moving on
 Just keep moving on
 Keep moving on
 Just keep moving on
 Keep moving on
 

 The Faraway
 

 Summer blue skies shine on radiant smiles
 Sitting by the creek that runs through the front yard
 Water is pouring out of an old garden hose
 And the kiddie pools fill
 

 The Children’s laughter rings through the hills
 To witness such joy, it rolls back the years
 To far away…
 

 The bears come at night and dig through the trash cans
 Can’t walk bare foot ‘round here, ‘cause the prickers are out
 Jumping on the trampoline and climbing up trees
 This could be paradise
 

 The Children’s laughter rings through the hills
 To witness such joy, it rolls back the years
 To far away…To far away…To far away…
 

 To far away…to far away…
 To far away…to far away…
 To far away…Far away…
 To far away…Far away…Far away…Far away…Far away…Far away…